Sunday, April 3, 2011

so close

Man babe it so close don't you know are you excited to start a new life.  I don't know how happy you are or ready but I'll be there to make  sure your ok 100% of the way just like when you were in Malaysia.  No I mean110% haha.  So I had a really weird week, this week.  I was late to work by one hour Tuesday because I had to do somethings for you, but then I stayed an hour later so it the same haha.  Then I had to meet with my groups for my class projects it so much work because I have so many groups I need to be in lol.I wish it wasn't so many so then I can relax more but I need to meet every Sunday I need to be in a group meeting because we are inventing a product or service for people to use.  It pretty cool class but I hate meeting weekends.  Then I have another class where we have to present a negotiation and make a play on what happened kind dumb but at least it an easy A. Then I have a presentation of another class about company ethics I don't even know what we are suppose to do but so one in my group has the power point from his friend so we are gonna use that and change up the words on Thursday lol.  Then I finally fix my glasses I broke, it not perfect like how it use to be but it looks the same so it good enough for me and the lady fixed it for free.
At work 2 of my friends quit because they were offered new jobs, I will miss them because they are fun to be with and we joke around a lot but I don't think it is the last time we will see each other because they will throw them a farewell party in the next two weeks so I am looking forward to that.  but they were some of the coolest people at work I hope I get the internship so I can get a party too haha.  but yea I will miss them because we always joke around a lot in work and make fun of each other =(.
Then I spent all Friday and today reading the book for the class I am doing bad in I have such a big report I don't know how I will finish because I am busy tomorrow but I think I can finish it before 9 if I don't get side tracked lol. So make me study go Chin Fong you better be studying or else. haha.
So today was the worst new ever (not really) but it does suck I have to pay off 900 in taxs 900!!!!! WTFFF When I was in Uniqlo I only had to pay 4 something and I was make so much more back then from all the extra hours. I think I have a retarded accountant but my parents still didn't fire him after 10 years of hating him I think they might be a little retarded too. And my mom has it so much more worse she has like 6000 in taxes and she doesn't make much more than me I wonder why.
The the firemen come to Suzann building and knock down the doors on all 5 apartment floors and say 2 of the floor people have to move out or they will be arrested so I spent all night Thursday with my dad installing fire alarms and cleaning up.  You know whats stupid.  They didn't even have a fire or they didn't even have to go past the second floor only because they complain about a funny smell on the first floor stupid people cost my aunt money.  The the fire men the bar owners down stairs.  But Suzan finally gets to kick out all the pain in the ass people in the building so that is cool beans.  The will turn it in to an apartment for family now it going to be 3 bed rooms it so big and it can look so nice, I wish I had money to rent one it right by Union square and it so nice.  I can't wait.

Love you,
P.S. I love you so much.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Hey babe,
I hope ur trip was fun, I missed you a lot and it was so weird not talking to you for a whole day.  I hope I don't have anymore of those days lol.  Because I miss you 10x more when your gone.  I hope your ready for your new start, I will support you as much as I can in everything you do and try to help you as much as I can.  I hope It can change us for the better.  I been studying hard everyday hoping to get good grades and so that I can try to spend more time with you.  But I have a lot of group projects that we have to meet up a lot but I think I can move them so we can meet on school days.  I don't know but Ill try my hardest.  Also this week I will sign up for driving classes and test so I can take it as soon as possible and hopefully this time I will pass.  This week I have to do a paper so I can give Alex to hard in for me, and I have a focus group tomorrow for 100$ hopefully it will be enough so that I can have some extra money.  Well see lol.  I can't wait to talk to you in the morning pls talk to me this time I have terrible days when you don't.

Love you,
your dumb dumb

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Please dont be sad

Hey there girl friend,
I don't like how you are so sad, it makes me worry too you know all those things you worry about I worry just as much as you do.  I know I don't always make it look like it bothers me, and I don't mean to sound annoying when I say it will be ok.  But sometimes for me its the only thing that calms me down.  Thats what I need sometimes because it helps me think straight.  I know its not perfect and I don't say the right things to help you feel better.  But just try to think how  I feel too, I am worried like you are and I feel like you will have to little money.  But things happen and you never know. So cheer up babe because you never know what might happen and even though it seems like I'm to positive take tomorrow and don't think about it.  I will find out all the information and let you know.  But don't let ti get yo you because I know your better than that.  ^^  Plus I'm here if you feel like letting out your anger =).

Oh I got a 81 on a test and i got a 18/20 on my 6 page paper I had last week.  I hope you think I did a good job and made you proud.  I am not doing as well as last year but I am trying my hardest to do well.

So babe try to smile more don't cry no more ok^^.  You don't let things like that bother you ok.On;y thing that should bother you is what will I do for our 1 year anniversary.  ^^ HAHA I know I am a dork, but I will try hard to make it a good one.  Ok no more promises but I will work to show you ok ^^.

Love you so much baby,
Chin Fong
P.S.  bother me more in the morning ok^^
I love you more than anything I love you more and more everyday and I will all ways be there for you.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Hey there yellow bear,
You brought to my attention recently that you miss all the things that I use to do for you.  I am sorry I don't do all those things for you anymore. I know it sucks I don't do that but it doesn't mean I don't love you, I love you so much more now and maybe thats why I stopped, I was so comfortable and I felt like there was no need to keep doing those things because you knew I loved you.  But I forgot that those small things made you feel special and it was something you really liked about me.  And I know I have been lacking in the surprise department lately.  So I want you to give me another chance to show you that I remembered your favorite dessert or that I was thinking of you when I saw this earring.  So I hope you don't have to tell me I miss when you... anymore because I don't want to make you feel like I forgot you even for a minute.  Because if you believe me or not I am thinking of you every minute.  And I miss you more than ever right now.  I miss our late night movies and cleaning your ears and going ewwwwww.  I miss walking with you and going to your favorite restaurants.  I know you love all this things and I promise I won't stop doing as time goes on^^.

So today I went to my cousins birthday party and boy was I bored.  It was such a good thing that I left a couple hours late haha ^^.  Because he ended up being 4 hours late. HAHA Soooo cooool I am on that Filipino time lol.  My cousin was so surprised haha the look on his face was so funny but he was high so it was even funnier. Anyways I talked to him and he wants to take me to the movies this week so well see haha.  So I left as soon as they cut the cake because I was so bored haha. I wanted to talk to you so here I am writing to you lol.

I love you,
cant wait

Friday, March 18, 2011


My baby is coming.......,
Haha I can't wait.  Don't be worried about the price it not bad and it worth it for you ok.  Break has been a lot of hard work but it was really fun.  Like yesterday I was suppose to work from 2-10 but it ended up working for an extra 7 hours and getting out at 5 haha.  I was worried you were mad at me but babe I had a lot of fun working with everyone.  I learned so much about computers yesterday and I will talk to my boss to see if I can get extra money.  Ok so don't worry.  I need the extra hours for a gift for you ok^^.  It was fun because we got wendys at midnight and we hung out for a couple of hours while the machines were downloading stuff and we just talked and joked around.  Then today I got up at 6 in the night cuz i got home at 7 and slept around 9.30 haha.  I saw young and eric didn't come because he doesn't have a cell phone.  But she is 16 weeks pregnant and it is going to be a boy ^^.  So for the rest of this week I will be spending it with you and I will be working. Oh but oon Sat. I have to go to my cousin's birthday at 5 so ill call you when I get home ok.^^
I am going to sleep now cuz it late and I wanna see you in the morning.
Love you,
Chin Fong
P.S. so soon are you ready ?

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

cheer up

Hey babe,
Just letting you know for the 100th time today I miss you and I really wish you where here with me on break because I am super lonely.  So you called me yesterday in tears and it made me really sad and worried, please don't cry love.  You know he didn't mean that he just loves you so much he scared that his little baby would forget him.  But I promise when I get a really job we will visit them every year or I will be the worst boyfriend lover husband or what ever their is.  I hope you decided that 700 isn't a lot because that is what I think haha, you know me being greedy and stuff but I would do anything to hold my baby in my arms.  Oh I been working really hard at work trying to learn as much as possible for computers and I have learned a lot these past two weeks tomorrow I have to do special training with so of the guys who does all the hands on work with computers and printers so make sure I don't go late and curse me out if you have too ^^.  I wish this week could have been spent with you but I guess April will be even better right? Haha only 2 more months of school then we get to spend time together a lot more and I hopefully get this internship so then we can save up for a apartment for you or vacation.  We'll see right hahaa.  And I will look for jobs for you I have a good idea of places that are hiring and not retail lol.   I hope we can last forever because your my dorky loser girl friend and I love you the most.  ^^  I hope one day your mom and dad would understand that, but if not I will try my best to convince them. I hope you enjoy your weekend with your grandma and parents, I will miss you a lot but that just means I will be calling your phone 24/7 even if it gets you in trouble haha.  and don;t listen to anyone else you yourself knows that your not trying to come back for me and don't care if people say I am younger.  The only thing that matters is what you want and not what others want or think. Ok probably gonna hate this post because I sad that but oh well haha.  Well wish me luck in getting the internship because I need it bad so that I can see my baby ASAP.
Love you,
Your dork head,
Chin Fong
P.S. I misssss youuuuu

Sunday, March 13, 2011


I can't believe you make me blog when I am so tired so mean, I was gonna do it when I wake up.  Man you must love me so much and what I have to say.  I know I love you too =p.  So I spent my whole day watching you on the laptop screen and nothing else, just like I promised a straight 24 hours of Kirby G since I am on break, I hope you happy with it no more being moody ok cuz I don't like that haha.  I miss you a lot and I hope you come back home soon cuz i would like to sleep early more often and wake up later.  And eat midnight snack cuz u hungry.  So hurry up home cuz i need u ok? ok
love you,
P.S. love the new haur color sill need the pic to know if it is actually that color or more red