your not talking to me because your busy at work so bleh. HAHA I miss you a lot yesterday was the first day it snowed in the city. It didn't snow much but it reminded me so much of the winter where I use to take you home everyday and it would snow. Remember the Polaroid pictures we took in the snow. That was one of my favorite nights ever. I hope we can do it again real soon. Sorry I been out of it lately. I been studying all night till 3 or 4 and a couple of times till 5. Sorry I been so lazy and tired sounding when I wake up. I try my hardest to keep my eyes open and stay up I really do. I feel like so bad when I have to leave because we hardly get to speak and I end up miss you the whole day. No Bs. I have 1 more test left and I have to do 5 more art drawings. I have been trying really hard to show you I can be smart so you don't have to call me dumb dumb anymore haha ^^. I just want my baby to be proud of me. Oh yea I am so excited for this Christmas i really think you will love your present. I worked really hard on trying to make it cool or at least something you will like. I can't wait till break I been working so much hopefully my pay check will be fat haha. SO when you get back I can feed you until your super fat so no one else will want you but me haha. See I listen to you in the morning even though I am super sleepy. So be prepaid to have a great break, so great you will want to move back here. But it is a little to cold haha. But I can't wait to see you I think I told everyone in the world I know stupid but I am super happy you will be back soon and I promise you this Christmas will kick ass in gifts.