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Hi babe,

I'm sorry about everything, I know you heard me apologize over 1000 times in the past day so let me say it 1001 times I am sorry for making you feel like that.  I really didn't mean for you to feel hurt, I will do everything I can to prevent you from feeling like that.  You know I really love you a lot and I am going to do everything possible to show you that, I am gonna give you the world.
I really want to go somewhere far with you again with nobody to bother us, just some alone time with me and you.  Everything is magical when its just us 2, no one to bother us and we can do what we want.  Bu this time lets try outside of the U.S. and  I don't mean Trinidad. I want to take you some where new because we have so many places that we have to go to so we have to start as soon as possible. Right? I wanna go to Paris real bad but it will require me to save up every penny if your ok with that, or if you wanna go to a nice beach we can go to pr, Cancun or some place where the water is nice and blue.  It does sound nice though walking the beach every night and listening to the waves a we sleep.  I know it to early to tell where we want to go and and I don't have the money yet but I promise you  I will bring you some where.  Where its just me and you, where we can take thousands of pictures so you can blog and have a nice romantic evening every night with just me and you.  Anyways I will keep that promise and I will bring you somewhere this year.  We can do anything and go anywhere you want.

Although I may not be able to celebrate all those holidays and special dates with you doesn't mean I didn't forget. I won't make that mistake of making you feel alone, like I did so many times. But give me a chance sometimes to show you that I didn't forget I really do remember all these things. And although it might not be the best thing I really do put my heart and soul into everything I do for you. Because you deserve my full attention always and I will always put 150% into anything I do for you.  Because you deserve the best and I will make sure you get it only the best from me.

Love,
Your baby
P.S. Happy Valentines Day babe I hope you like the roses even though their not purple, hey their roses this year =p.  I looked for purple flowers for you forever but couldn't find any =( I am sorry.

Happy Valentines Day!!!!!!

HIIIIIIIIII BABE,

HAPPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!! Sorry I can't be with you this year =(, I wish I could see you so bad right now but it ok because when you get back we will do a huge make up celebration.  Promise you we can go eat and go anywhere you want.  Its almost a year since we have been together how cool right?  Well we have many more years to go so don't worry too much ok^^.  I am so happy I had the chance to meet you and go though this great adventure.  Do you think we would have met if I never worked at Uniqlo? I think so, becuase I think it was fate that brought us together.  I just wish I had more time to spend with you, I miss you so much right now.  All I could think about was our summer vacation and all the cool things we did, I wish we can relive those days. I miss our resaturates dinners and lunch, we had Italian so many times I lost count. Or our movie dates where we would spend all day in the theater just so we can get our money's worth. And you know my favorite going to watch movie in the park with our home made snacks.  Man I miss that sooo soo much =(.  I wish you were back here and I wish I could hold you more than anything right now.  I wish so many things just for you to be here with me. I wish everything wasn't so hard so I could be with you when ever and where ever. Because all I ever want was to be there with you and be there to make you laugh and smile.  I am always happiest when your around but when your gone I go though life with no feeling and no care.  I just want you here so we can laugh and have fun.  I can't wait till the next time I see you and I will do my best to give you the best future possible so you can enjoy life to the fullest.  I will make sure everyday is special for you becuase you make everyday special for me.
So my precious girlfriend I love you so much and everyday with out you sucks but I don't care because if I wait long enough I will have everyday with you.
love,
chin fong

Come homeee

Hey babe,
I miss you so so so so so so so much, I wish you came home already. I want to go out with you so bad.
And guess what they extended your favorite restaurant week till the end of Feb. =( I hope we can go next year and eat at all the places you want.I miss our dinner dates so much, and cooking for you at night.  I hope you miss it here too, I know you don't like the cold but the summer is perfect for us, right? Everything is dull now that your gone, I don't wanna do anything without you. so I am trying to save up a lot of money for when you return. I hope I can save up enough real quick because I am real lonely, it will be even worse when you go and get a job. But I know you need something to do and I don'e want you to be bored. I want you to have fun and let you do things that you want to do.

Nothing much happened the 2 days you were gone.  I worked I have a focus group tomorrow, I have to wake up in 5 hours =( sigh. I don't get good sleep when your not here. I stop playing the game because everyone playing is a jerk other than pops. I also am going to be doing a double major because of the extra credits I have aren't you proud of me? I still haven't chosen my 2nd major though I am stuck between marketing, computer management systems, and entrepreneurship.  But I have awhile to figure it out.  My dean helped me out a lot because he went to my high school so I think he was willing to help me out more. I also did what you and my parents have been telling me. I finally signed up for some internships, so I can try to get a job asap once I graduate. I know you are bored of everywhere so I need to get internship experience in order to get a good job right out of college.   I don't want to be like some of my friends starting internships after they graduate, because I want to start taking care of you. Hopefully I can get something well if not I will be seeing you next summer for a long time in Malaysia if not I will have a quick visit and bring you back because I want to see fireworks with you again, have picnics and watch movies in the park. So please hurry on back because I miss those summer days so bad.

I will sleep now I see you in a couple of hours wake me up if I don't call u by 8.

Miss you and love you,
Chin Fong
P.S. I called for your thing and they only open from 9-12 wtf do your people work at all haha. jk but seriously 2 days a week for 3 hours were can I find a job like that.

Wish you where here more and more

Hey love,
I been really worried because you have been so sad lately.  I wish I could be there with you and keep you company and bother you till you were sick of me lol.  But I been working as hard as I can to show you that I really want you to be proud of me and that I can take care of you.  I hope you can see how hard I am trying for you, because I want to be with you so much sooner.  Please don't be down because your bored ok? Please cheer up because I don't like it when my baby is sad it makes me worry a lot about you, so try to cheer up.  Your suppose to be happy all the time for me right? ^^


I loved the email you sent to me this morning about the apartment and having our own, I can't wait too.  I will make it big so you can have any house you want.  I will let you decorate it with what ever you wanted.  But I want it to be full with your photos because I want the house to be filled with your warm memories so you always have a reason to smile for me.  So its only a little longer I promise you I will give you the life you always wanted and the one you deserve.  It sucks that your so far away because there are so many things I want to do with you like did you know the first new episode of Glee was yesterday and tomorrow is another episode. I wish we can watch it on TV together.  I like when we spend time together it makes me really happy when we watch movies together because it feels like we been with each other for so long.  I wish in the future we had time to do this everyday when we grow older.

The house is super lonely without my baby I wish you never left because I wouldn't be so sad.  When you come back I promise I will try to pick you up or drop you of to work everyday.  I will also try to make you a cute lunch box everyday.  So why don't you come on home Ms. Gee everyone misses you.  New York isn't the same without you so I'll see you soon =).





Love you so much,
Christopher Chin Fong 

Miss you

I miss you babe please come back.  I cant sleep well at night and I worry so much cuz your still coughing.  I will try to make more money asap so that you can come back soon and hang out with your girls more often ok =).  And we can go on our crazy food adventures and see more things we havent seen yet.  I wish you were still here, I hate it when your gone cuz i have no one to be with and no one to go out with.  I promise I will show you I can take care of you and five you the things you want.  Plus it will be super fun I you were here with me we need to do so much more.  =)
So Come back and I will promise to make sure your always happy ok =).
This week ill rite something better and put pictures srry of the laziness but I am trying to make sure I get all my school work done so you can say u have a smart bf haha not a dumb dumb.

Ur gone =[

I am officially sad again, thanks for leaving me again, lol.  I miss yo so much already and it not even 1 day.  I try really hard to keep my promise and smile a lot just like you told me. But my house is so empty without you, I really do hope you return with me in the summer.  That would be the best thing in the world.  So for now till then I will keep my promise and work really hard in both school and my boring job.  I really want to try to come down spring break for that one week even though it is so short I want to see you more than anything.  I hope you have that same  feeling too.  My bed is so lonely now I haven't slept since we woke up at 5 in the morning, I am having a lot of trouble.  I keep checking my fb or sky hoping you call soon but no luck =(. My room is so empty all your stuff is missing, I wish we had a chance to do more things.  I miss our midnight glee/movie time.  Or drinking hot tea and eating a little snack.  I miss hugging you then you push me away after five minutes only to find myself  hugging you in the morning because I know you will be to lazy to move.  I miss the train rides with you and running away from the cold snow.  I miss our 200x a week Thai dinner/lunch dates.  I miss you visiting me at work and that one time at school.  I miss doing the ear thing and bothering you.  I miss spending time with you and your family.  I wish we can do these things soon, so I pray I can make enough money to rush down and see my baby and bother you.

So Please come back soon your lonely sad man misses you way too much.

Love you soooo soooo sooo soooo soooo soooo soooo much,
your stupid astroboy
p.s. if u read this call me no matter what time ill be here waiting for you =)

one of the most amazing week of my life

OMG YOUR BACKKKKKKK!!!!!!

HAHA Hey babe,
Your finally  back in NY it's been a week already, but it has been amazing.  I can't believe I get to see you everyday almost all day.  It has been a long wait but so worth the time.  I am so happy I get to be with you.  I wish it can last for ever.  As soon as I saw you walk though the airport doors my eyes light up, it was so surreal. You probably had to pinch me to wake me up. Waking up everyday is amazing, but I drool a lot hahaha cuz I get such good sleep when your here.  Like really really really happy good sleep.  Anyways we had a pretty fun times, I hope you think the same.  I enjoyed meeting you sister and brother in law.  I love there two kids, they are the cutest your right.  I hope you enjoyed your presents this time, I was happy I was finally able to give it to you in person.  ^^ Lets hope I can do this more often.

 You know how much I love this picture ^^.

 I am so happy haha

I finally go tot meet all your friends so I was so weird, =( I really liked them a lot but I didn't know what to say to them haha cuz I cant speak Chinese =( so you must practice with me so i can meet them again.  They are really cool and i love them cuz they make u smile so big.

Love,
The happiest man in the world

P.S. never leave me lol ^^