Busy week

Hi love,
Sorry I haven't blogged in awhile I been really tired, but I'll start writing more for you.  My bad babe.  This week was a long week filled with work (school and job) but I was happy I got to spend time with you.

This was the only cool thing I did at work, I took it apart and installed some things so we can use two screens at once for one desktop.  It was pretty cool.  And it sucks on Wednesday the one time I had tome to talk to you that day three people came in to ask for help. =p But what was cool was on Friday I spent the whole day with you, while you were sleeping.  It was nice to know that there are times for me to use Skype during work. 

Crazy good doughnut it was amazing it was fresh made and coated in warm sticky sugar.  It was a great doughnut.  They gave it out at work and I was happy I was there haha.

Thursday we had the group project, we had to go to a cafe and rate the m based on service and everything.  It was a cool project. We went to a cafe near my house like on 10th and 2nd ave.  I got hot coco and my group mates got all the coffee drinks.  It was good but to expensive.  I think that we should go look for cafes when you get back, there are a lot of them by my house apparently haha so we have to go there and spend the day reading and relaxing drinking coco or coffee. I wish we can go and do that so you have to miss me a lot. So we can do these things.

Look Halloween is starting up , I took the picture because the girl is wearing a kimono like you were last Halloween, made me miss you so much more.  This was on my way to dinner with everyone.

We had Malaysian, same place we went with everyone in Chinatown last time.  It was ok it was me Eric, Jess, and Young.  It was fun they talked a lot and asked a lot about you.  Made me miss you so much all they do is ask about you. Haha but it was fun too see everyone.  We went to K-town for dessert, we had pink berry and jess had dessert at this place.

 Cute right we will go here too.  They have your favorite Macaroons.

Love you,

Astroboy

P.S. Waiting  for you to come home now wait for you.  

HAPPY 6 MONTHS

HAPPYYYYYYY 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY LOVE <3,

I am so glad we met, I so glad I never gave up, and I'm so glad you gave me the chance.   

I told you long distance isn't to bad and I told you no matter what I will show you it can be done.  I know it still a little early but I think its been going great.

I miss you a lot though, the city sucks butt without you.

You need to hurry back ok, I miss taking you out but I think I can last a couple more months , I hope I can lol.

You have been so great to me, I love seeing you smile everyday and Skyping with you even if it was only for a couple of hours.  I'll miss you so much when you go away but I know you'll miss me just as much.

I wanna spend the rest of my life with you so we can act dumb like this everyday and so I can cook for you.  I practice so much now so I hope I can cook well enough for you.

I wanna take you all over the world so you have to come back asap so we can shop in Europe and Asia.  We can dive around America.  We have so much to do.  Like New Years in Disney, Christmas in Paris, Maldives     

 for our honey moon. 

So come back asap so we can do all these things.

I love you,

Astroboy

P.S. Happy 6 month anniversary I know there will be many more left.

Lonely

I'm sad babe, your not here to say good night and you didn't even leave for Thailand yet.  I hate that I can't talk to you right now.  It stupid and I'm all alone now without you, I hate that your so far away, I hate how I can't find you when ever I am lonely, I hate not being able to see you, I hate not saying good night, I hate that no one takes care of you,  I hate myself for not having more money, I hate it all.  I just want you back here with me, I am trying  my hardest to show you I can take care of you.  I wish you can be here with me, I am all alone all day and no matter who I hangout with all I want to do go home.  I don't enjoy other people's company when you so far away.  I don't smile without you I stress more when your not here then when your angry at me.  I have no to cook for and no one to care for.  I have no one to laugh with and no one to eat with me.  I hate my life right now, it sucks with out you, and I hate how your cell phone is off and your laptop is off.  I really want to talk to you to say good night and I really want to hear your voice.  I can't stand it my heart feels like shit right now and I just want you to come back.  I really missed you a lot and I don't like how your brother won't let you bring your laptop to work with you when he has his laptop with him.  I hate Malaysia because it so far. I hate time for not going by slower when I needed and now when I'm alone its like every minute is an eternity.  I don't care anymore I just want you to come back and I don't care what I have to do to get you back here.  I just want to see you smile, I want to spoil you, I want to laugh and get in to stupid arguments with you.  I want to spend the rest of my life with you.  I don't hate what we have now, because long distance made me realize how much I love you and how much I hate things because your not here.  You better call me before I sleep today or all be angry we have a week till you go away for 4 days, and we have 2 days till your parents return and that means I lose more time with you.  More than anything I hate losing time with you, I am scared the less you spend time with me the more you forget about me.  So please just let me know you won't stop thinking about me no matter where you are and what your doing, because your on my mind 24/7.
I miss you,
Astroboy

P.S. why is your phone off and where the hell is your computer lol

Missing you so much

Hi Baby,

It's that time of the year when the tree starts to change colors.  Its the most beautiful time this season right when the leaves start to change and not fall to the ground.    This is my favorite thing of fall other than your birthday  and our anniversary ^^.   I really love fall because last year I had so many great memories.  More than anything I wish you were here I want to walk Central Park with you, I think that would be one of our most perfect dates, just saying.

This is my Bronx campus only a couple of trees started to turn colors, but it still so breath taking.  I wish you were here so we can lye on the grass and watch the trees.  I miss you a lot, its getting harder to get through a day because I miss you so much.  I just wish you came back after your Hong Kong trip.  I wish you where back sooner.  I miss our dinner dates so much, recently I been thinking a lot about where we use to go in the past.  man we had so many great adventures.  But I really regret not going to the Thai place in Brooklyn with you.  I keep wishing everyday we went there, don't know why I want to go to that place more than anything.  First place we will go to when you come back.   I also miss going to the museums with you, wasn't it the coolest thing?  Like when we dressed up like nerds and took all those cool pictures, or when we went to do your projects.  And we drew the pictures in the Egyptian section, we had so much fun that day. I miss the foods, the wonderful memories, the trips back home, and most of all you.  I miss you so much, I wish you knew how much I wanted to be with you. I wish I could take care of you right now more than anything.  I hate how I can't see you and how I take care of you.  I am saving more money up now and I am going to bring you back so we can see all the the museums, try all the foods, and to see every movie possible.  Ok so please try hard to come back just for me even if it isn't to stay here.  I promise I will work harder so we can do all these great things.  ^^ I love you more than ever and everyday I become more positive about our future.  So keep that faith of yours I won't let you down. =p

Love you LOOTTTSSSSS,
Astroboy

P.S. you definitely have to be back to winter so we can walk in the snow like we use to back then.  We gonna drink my home made Coco and watch movies.  Its only a less then two months so please keep faith.

Halloween is coming soon

Good grades means nothing to me without your smile

Hey babe,

I haven't blogged for you in awhile, sorry about that.  I have been busy with studying, but it all paid off. I hope your proud of me.  Everything I do I do for you and I'm happy I am able to show you how much I can change.  On Tuesday I got  my group project from last week back we got another 100 ^^.  We only have hundreds so far hope we can keep it up^^. Then on Wednesday I got my Midterm back for Marketing, I got a 95.  I never got a A in a midterm so I was smiling real big, you know my dumb smile.  And when my teacher went over the test he mention two of my examples so I feel like I am actually doing well in a class for once.  I hope your proud of me.

I been missing you more everyday but I am sorry I haven't been able to show you, especially today at work when you wanted me the most.  I don't want you to think I careless now, I just don't want to get into trouble on my first week of work sorry.  I will pay more attention to you, and I think like in a week I can see you on video. By the way love the bracelet so much, the one you showed me today,it is so you babe.  I wish I bought it stop buying the goos stuff, I want to get you something real cool too. So let me ok =p.  I really wanted to be with you when your sick, I tried to call you but you didn't want to talk, I really wanted to check on you, sorry it took so long to call you, because I was waiting for my boss to go to his meeting.  =( I was sad to find that you hung up Skype, but I know you weren't feeling well so I understand.  I just felt like you were angry at  me.  If you are I am sorry, I acted like a jerk didn't I and I want to say sorry.  I didn't mean to sound so rude.  I really do care a lot, I really did worry.  This whole day I wanted to be with you more than ever, I hate how much today ended.  I feel bad, ok babe, I promised you I would take care of you and I didn't.  =(  You know  I want to be there for you more than anything. I will work harder so I can see you sooner. I promise, I will work harder in school and work.  I promise I will get good grades and I will be the best at work so I can get more hours or get a full time job.

I love you so much please get better soon,
Astroboy

P.S.
Please talk to me like you were before this, I won't ignore you anymore,  I sorry babe I brought my netbook to talk to you to work and I didn't even act like I care.  But But that quiz I studied for today I got a 100 ^^.  I wish I didn't work today.  I wish so bad I could have spent today with you, I am sorry I will show you I can pay more attention to you next time, with video both ways and whatever you want ok, I PROMISEEEEE.  So give me another chance pleassseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Us old picture on my phone.

The Dreaded Tuesdays

Hellloooo babes,

Today was one of those long days, class all day and no time for lunch.  I started my morning off with our morning chat.  Which had me worrying the whole time because you weren't talking ( I didn't know it was because you were sick, you didn't talk so I was under the impression you were angry at me).  I wish I could take care of you there; or even better, you here with me lol.

On the Metro North today I almost missed my stop because I fell asleep. I thought the train was in another station so I told myself I had a stop to go before I had to get up. Good thing I opened my eyes to check.  Art today was okay, very slow paced.  The professor took pictures of our faces and we cut the pictures down the middle.  We had to make charcoal drawing of each piece on two different pages on our sketch pads.  No where close to done.

After I was off to my Products and Management class, spent the whole class playing hearts and solitaire on the computer.  Made the boring class go by quicker.  I handed in the group project I was in charged of for this week.  We were the only group he said perfect for everyone else was acceptable ^^.  I did well, right? After 6 hours of class it was off to Manhattan for the last 3 hour class, Principles of Management.  I left early to study Chinese, got the midterm of Thursday, I am so unprepared for this thing.  I decided to take the bus home from 6th  Ave. today and found a sweet old lady.  She was in one of the people in the motor powered wheel chairs.  She was the first person I ever saw who wasn't miserable and was so friendly.  She apologized to everyone for the inconvenience and handed out scratch cards and I thought it was really nice of her.  Then I found out that the cards were win for discount to her store, but I still admired her happiness and was kinda envious, because I haven't smiled like that since you left. And by the way great way to market your store.

Returned home to find a black bag with my name on it, it was the clothes we bought online.  Here are your three belts and my jacket you chose.

I hope you like them; I like the belts.  I white belt is real cute, love the brown design and the black looks like a vintage belt.  But the best of all is the jacket.  It fits so well, "perfect" so might say.  But I can't wait to wear this tomorrow, so when people ask me where I get it, I can say my baby chose it she got some great taste. ^^

Miss You So So So So Much,
Astroboy (wish I was so I could fly to you)

P.S. Thank you babe for helping me with Chinese I really appreciate it.  I will study it so hard so I would make your effort go to waste.

The Case of the Lazy Mondays

Dear Babe,
Today was definitely one of those dreaded Mondays because it was the first Monday in 6 months I started to work again. Man I miss relaxing at home with you right there with me, but its time I started to make some money to bring you back home where you belong.

Today started off with my favorite Chinese class.... I kinda hate it because everyone is from China or where ever. Kinda makes it hard for me to keep up with the class and the teacher keeps calling on me and uhhhhh, hate being called on because I'm on a lower level. But that means I gotta work that much harder right ^^. I'll get it done for you so don't worry no matter how much I have to struggle I will try hard. Anyways after class I rushed back home so I can get a small goodnight before you sleep. Stupid train was stuck in the station for mad long, I didn't think I would make it home on time. I was so jumpy, every minute felt like 10 hate when that happens. Sorry I didn't call from school, my cell phone's Skype isn't working still.
I still love this station because of these little guys.  There was a park when I was little my parents use to take Alex and I to, it was covered with these little unique men.  Anyways I got out of the L I started to run home to make it but made a little stop buy the grocery man in front of my house for some vegetables.  got mushrooms, red bell pepper and a lemon only cost me 2 dollars (what a steal).  I got home to find your message on Skype saying that you are still up, it was a great feeling of relief seeing that message.  I was even more relieved when you picked up my phone call.  I know I'm a dork, but saying goodnight to you every night really means a lot to me. I loved how you wanted to watch me cook and you asked what I was doing.  Demanding I tell you every ingredient and step I made while making my lunch, I don;t know but it just reminded me of when I always  use to cook for you.  Just letting you know my pasta is getting better and better everyday, when you get back I'll have it perfect so you can smile real big.  Since you didn't get to see me finish cook here is the finish product.

Looks not to bad right?  It's colorful, healthy and delicious; what more can I ask of this dish =p.

Here's me finishing every bite best lunch I made in a while, just saying.

So after I took that nap you wanted me to take and then rushed to work over sleeping by 5 minutes, push alarm clock of not snooze, fail xp.

Work was pretty nice to day more relaxing and I was less nervous.  I had a 3-10 shift and there were less people because of the later shift.   Today I had to install some programs on to peoples computer and I learned some new things from some of the full time workers. Oh we have the coolest thing at work, remember in Uniqlo where we use to swipe out with our cards.  Well at work I swipe in and out with my finger prints, col beans right?

I had nacho and cheese with a side of rice and beans for dinner taste amazing and it only cost $8, couldn't even finish it. Worth every penny.  While I was stuffing my face, me and the other worker watched video's online while I did Chinese.

 My yummy nacho cheese.

That was my lazy Monday's hope your Tuesday was more productive then my Monday.

Love ya ^^,

Astroboy

P.S. Stop look at the Malaysia things, you scaring me too much look at NYC pictures instead lol.  Jk, try not to fall in love with Malaysia or at least not until you get back from your trip back ok? ^^ Miss you so much.